Elul 2 ~ Cantor Jessica Hutchings

Today, you measure one pound.

One little pound and you have already changed my whole life and taught me to see the world with new eyes.

When I am rushing to make my next meeting, you remind me to slow down because life is fragile.
When I am stressed, you remind me to take a deep breath.
When I lose control, you remind me that life can be elusive.
When I feel your kick inside me, you remind me that a little pain isn’t such a bad thing.
When I rest my hand upon my belly, you remind me that a little bit of love is an awesome thing.
When I have unbearable heartburn, you remind me that I’m growing your heart inside of me;
a fire-breathing dragon in my chest is a small price to pay!
When I can’t sleep, you remind me that this is just the beginning of our sleepless nights.
When I feel overwhelmed, you remind me that everything is b’sheret.
When I look at your dad, you remind me that our love is extraordinary.
When I look at your grandma, you remind me that if she could do it, I can too.

You are teaching me to live each day in the present, find the joy in each moment and to love unconditionally.

Now I know, that as you grow, I too will grow.

Mom

Jesscia Hutchings is a Cantor of Congregation Ner Tamid in Henderson, Nevada and a soon-to-be mom. www.conceivingcantor.com